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Sunday, March 10th, 2002
10:34 pm
hmmmm
wow, surprisingly, things are goin pretty good, thats always nice.

Current Mood: cheerful
Wednesday, March 6th, 2002
10:16 pm
Sleepy
im so tired, i think ill go to bed.

Current Mood: sleepy
Sunday, January 27th, 2002
2:36 pm
mmm
life is good you guys.

Current Mood: indescribable
Saturday, January 26th, 2002
12:44 am
its happened
ah im just so content right now, except work kinda sucked, cuz jenny got to go early and i didnt, sniff. but after i got finished closing, i went and skated at match point it was so sweet, the weather was nice, no wind, moderate temp, and just fun to skte, then i headed home, and now ive got to go to a meeting in lets see, 7 and a half hours, fun times! but im content.
Peace

Current Mood: content
Monday, January 21st, 2002
11:13 pm
ROCK ON!
agh, today was soooooo totaly awesome! it rocked on any day ive had. it was just so much fun, cept im still a little sick, and i got a headache from some stupid girl, but other than that it was soooo much fun! i'll tell you guys bout it later if you want to know, its just too much to write right now.
Peace!

Current Mood: happy
Wednesday, January 16th, 2002
9:02 pm
trallaalala
today was alright. it got a lot better when i went to lunch with brad and sam though, then 7th was really fun, cuz i skipped mine and went in brads class. but now im on the verge of being depressed again, but im still content with what ive got i guess. but im goin now, peace guys.

Current Mood: relaxed
Tuesday, January 15th, 2002
5:33 pm
lar
sometimes i have found, even as much as u love them, even though its the hardest thing to do.

Current Mood: high
Monday, January 14th, 2002
10:12 pm
aaaaaaaaaaargh
god, this is so frustrating. i just dont know what to do, i cant seem to win her back, and i guess i never will.

Current Mood: sad
Tuesday, January 8th, 2002
10:21 pm
GOD DAMNED MORTHER FUCKING PIECE O SHIT
god dammit evrytime i think im doin god damned fine, something happens to me that just makes me want to fucking die!

Current Mood: crushed
Thursday, January 3rd, 2002
12:51 pm
yay!
well, im still sick, no big surprise. but i do get to highlight my hair today and that will be pretty sweet. except i have to work, and i dont really want to. but hey, its money. yeh, i guess im doin good over all though, and that is something i havent been able to say in a while. well, i guess thats about all, cept i want the snow to melt, cuz i want to go skating.

Current Mood: contemplative
Wednesday, January 2nd, 2002
10:56 pm
eh
event, thats funny, for me anyways, im so uneventful. cept work, everything else i just seem to fuck up, thats why im just goin with the flow, and i dont care about anything anymore, i know ive said that before, but my heart really got broken this last time. and i need i learned to just be spontaneous now and not think abou tanything, maybe that will go better, we'll see when school starts...

Current Mood: drunk
Sunday, December 30th, 2001
8:14 pm
eh
i guess im doin better today, i just have a humungous head ache, and the naseau isnt as bad, at least i can fight it now. i am really tired though. but anywho. i got to sleep all day today, and that was good cuz i was runnin on very little sleep. but other than that, not much to say here.
Peace

Current Mood: groggy
8:14 pm
eh
i guess im doin better today, i just have a humungous head ache, and the naseau isnt as bad, at least i can fight it now. i am really tired though. but anywho. i got to sleep all day today, and that was good cuz i was runnin on very little sleep. but other than that, not much to say here.
Peace
Saturday, December 29th, 2001
10:44 pm
I HATE VOMMITING!
grrr, well, my day went alright. this morning i woke up ate 5:30 and had to vommit, and i never vommit, it sucked, then i felt better, and went back to bed. woke up at 6 had to vommit again! ewww, then i went back to bed. then at 9:30, i vommited nothing but stomach acids. then after dinner, which i didnt have anything of, except juice, i vommited AGAIN! then kevin came over, and we played games, and lindsay called me, and that was nice. cept i was sick and couldnt go out, and she wanted to do stuff with me. ah well, i dont feel as bad anymore, cept my whole body aching, and my head sloshing around. well, im goin to bed now.
Peace

Current Mood: sick
Wednesday, December 26th, 2001
1:59 am
YAY?
well, this christmas was alright, even though it didnt feel like christmas. i got up, went back to bed, got up again and opened presents, ate christmas "dinner" which was at like two, my families all oh lets go watch movies and shit. i was all, ok, but i have to go to work at 3:30, and didnt get home til after christmas, so i guess my work is more or less my home for now, i feel like my family doesnt want to include me in anything anymore, and when they want to do something when im gone they rub it in my face, this sucks my ass HOLE.

Current Mood: pissed off
Sunday, December 23rd, 2001
8:14 pm
well fuck me
holy shit. my past few days have been really bad. whats that? tell me about it? ok you asked for it. my family doesnt consider me part of them, they exclude me from everything, one of my best friends is in the hospital or was, and i didnt find ou tabout it until today cuz ive been working, and i feel this udder loneliness. it sucks my ass, ive never felt this depressed/sad before.

Current Mood: crushed
Tuesday, December 18th, 2001
9:19 pm
anyways...
so anyways, its bed time yay, cuz coleby is getting a huge assed hang over, bad coleby bad. but...i did get a couple of cds tonight. yay! except i feel really queezy and what not so peace out guys.

Current Mood: groggy
9:08 pm
ooooooooooo...
here's something to think about guys. this is a good song, and it feels like how i feel right now...
i dont want you to give it all up and leave your own life collecting dust. and i dont wna tyou to feel sorry for me. you never gave us a chance to be. and i dont need you to be by my side to tell me that everythigns alright. i just want you to tell me the truth. you know id do that for you.

why are you running away?

cause i did enough to show you that i was willing to give and sacrifice. and i was the one who was lifting you up when you thought your life had had enough. and when i get close you turn away. theres nothing i can do or say. and now i need you to tell me the truth. you know id do that for you.

why are you running away?

is it me? is it you? nothing that i can do to make you change your mind. is it me? is it you? nothing that i can do. is it a waste of time?

so why are you running away? what is it i have to say to make you admit your afraid? why are you running away?

Current Mood: drunk
Sunday, December 2nd, 2001
12:41 am
Pooh NANY!
well fellas, i must say its been a while. sorry
guys, havent had much time on my hands, well, i
dont have much to saay here cept thanks to all of
you. this will prolly be my last entry for a
long while. lets just say im regressing to the
coleby who is more off the wall and doesnt show
his emotions as much because it seems to do
nothingg but get me into trouble and heartache.
Good bye

Current Mood: calm
Sunday, October 14th, 2001
8:24 pm
yay!
phwew, i finally figured out what im a gonna do. the plan isnt very well formualted though, but it will be. im gonna end up tellin her, either way, ive been contemplating about doing it through a poem, or straight out, or having her read the poem and tell her that its about her. i havent quite decided yet. but at least ive tippied the teeter totter to the right side. peace out homies.

Current Mood: hopeful
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